Thursday, October 27, 2011

Happy Deepavali....


Today was Deepavali and of course also was our public holiday ...
Actually I am planing go for outing with my Bii 1 ...
But it was a fail planing , so we does't go anywhere until afternoon ...

I wake at 1 something , and wake up called him... 
but until that time we still dun have any plan , so ... canceled the outing ... 
I just stay at home and Bii go for work ... 

Updated my blog and serving my Facebook here... 
it was so bored and Bii was working ... 
I cant call him for Chat also...
But in the end ... I called him again ... but he is still working there...
haiz... 
While waiting his call back ..
I am here chating with Kelvinn and some of my classmate...
Missing him deeply and really hope to go out with him ... 
Finally ... He called back me ... 
Happy when received his call ... 
and I asked him to come my house to fetch me to his shop , I hope to beside him ...
But Bii call me to go QB , then we meet up there... 
I though after he fetched me still have to go back his shop .. 
but he told me that we meet there and walk at there... he didn't back to his shop already !
Wow~ so happy ....YEAH...~!

Faster go and prepare and asked daddy to fetch me there...
after bath then rushing mummy to fetch me there
It is really expected to meet him ...
I was late.... Really scared him angry or what ?
rush until like crazy ... some more there was trafic jam ... ISH !! 

Finally mum was dropped me at the Queensbay's center door...
After that I faster called Bii and ask him where is him ....
I meet him at the center door there... 
standing there for awhile , i saw him coming ... 
wow ! really happy to see him .... but then I am scared that will he angry that I am late ? or afternoon things make him bad mood ? 
I really dun hope that when we go out argue ... it really wasted our time to go out lo ... 
but , luckily he not angry with me ... thanks God...

After that we go and buy movie ticket... 
We watched the ''What's your number?''
It was a nice movie ... About LOVE XD

After we bought the ticket... Still got 1 hours to go...
We go jusco to buy some biscuit and a potatoes cheap ... 
after that go to eat roti canai Near QB....

Finished our dinner , then we went to Toy r us playing around there..
Time is up .... movie time reach ... 
so we just go for movie ... 

After movie .... 
Bii fetched me home already ... 

Tomorrow still have to go to school in the early morning... 
aisk..... so so and so lazy lah ! 
really not enough sleep recently lo ...! 
always late to school ...

But , it is happy ... cause tomorrow after school I can meet Bii again ^^
after school Bii will fetch me to his shop 
then at 3pm I will practice dance there until 4.30 ... 
after that accompany Bii work until 8pm only go back d...^^ 
Hiak Hiak... 

Friday was my Prom nite... Hiak Hiak ... waiting to die soon ! 
And my Q&A didn't prepare yet... ! 
Wow ! haha..~ so Shy to Joined it ... 
Really regret ....~


K lah ~ good nite... Tomorrow can meet my Bii already ... YaHooo..! 
Good Nite .. and Missing someone ! ^^
     
 
 

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

就这样的一天...

Today after My class ,I should have been home ...
But then , I plan to wan Bii dance with me when the prom Night of our sch coming this friday ...
So , I tried to called Him, and asked...
He said that he cant dance , cause of he never dance it before...
But , I felt he can , so he said he tried... 
If really can , then he
just dance together with me ....
Yeah ~ I am Happy that he just maybe said a 'Try' words for me than better No~ 
Expecting !~ 

After finished class, waiting Bii come and fetch me ...
today he was late ... because he still at his New Shop and just finished cut hair .. 
Nevermind....I just wait for him here...
sitting down there and downloading new game in my phone !
Finally .. He was reached..
So happy that I can meet him today...

After that , we going to his old shop, that I always go ! 
there have no electronic ...
we just go inside for a sit and watching my dance's video
and he play some boring game in my laptop....
Wow ~ it was really damn hot and inside was DARK....
 but it is okay ... cause Bii was beside me ....

For awhile, we leaved the shop...
he wan to return Xiao Zhu bag, so we go to Xiao Zhu house there for waiting him come back ...
Bii was tired , and he park his car at Xiao Zhu house's down stair... 
while waiting Xiao Zhu, Bii was sleep ...
 I am siting beside him , and trying to help him ' somethings '  ( I mean his work )

Suddenly , K.J called him, then Bii awake...
and accept K.j called ....
K.j invite him go for dinner i think ...
so, he was fresh and agreed it also ....
then started to called Xiao Zhu ask him that can he pass his bag to him tomorrow ?
after Xiao Zhu say YES...
Bii go through K.j house to fetch him ad ...
Finally , He was fresh now ....
aikz... why?
know what I am thinking ? 
NEVERMIND.... 
After fetch K.J... 
then Bii go and fetch one of his friend..
aikz... nervemind la... Just join 
We go eat roti canai ...
Bii talk with his friend there...
and I felt 辛苦 and pek cek there , because my whole body was sticky ...
I am really Bad mood and just keep quiet over there...
and also have abit unhappy with HIM lah ... 
cause he .........make my heart really unhappy when reached there ...when ordered drink....
aikz... it was over...

After dinner , we went to his friend house 
because his friend wanna teach him and tell him about somethings regarding to his work and his future...
So , I just follow ! 
But , on that time I really felt not comfortable ,cause of  whole my body was really sticky ....
Inside the car , Bii didn't even try to talk with me ...
aikz.. nevermind lah ... just open my mouth ... talk with him ! 
i know that he wont talk with me if i didn't talk with him 1st... 
Now I ad not same like last time , I will try to treat all the things normal! 
 it was really felt tired and hard ... but i will try to be ... 

His friend tell him and teach him alot about how to face and fix your target and how to success it .... 
I am just sitting there and listen , and help to record somethings for HIM ....
Hope that I can do somethings for him ,and help him to fight for his future...
When he forget somethings , I can try  to remind him what to do and what he have to do ! 
cause I know I cant help anythings on his business ,but I just hope that I can do somethings for him ...

His friend finished talk to him , then we go up to his friend house and viewing their travel 's photo 
After time is going to 12am soon ... 
we leave his house 
and Bii drop me back 1st ...

Tomorrow was my public holiday ...
Hope to go outing with my Bii or some place that special ... 
Hope that can take photo with him and go play with him ...
But , don't have idea ... 
aikz... he always called me to think where to go and plan it ...
he don't even think about it , just keep said no idea...
aikz.. nevermind already lah ....

MAKE IT easy everything....
if didn't go out ... then no lah ... 
don't put too much hope can ad... 
Rite ? 

Good night bah ....
 
 
 
 

Monday, October 24, 2011

Today ~



今天是星期一嘛,所以Bii载我放学后,然后就跟凯杰一起去Neway唱歌了
到了Neway,我突然跑掉了!是因为,我终于可以找机会跑去买手表带给Bii了!
因为之前听到Bii跟他一位朋友在QB卖手表的,谈到一些什么手表带的东西,而且那手表带已经没了...
所以我就找机会联络他那位卖手表的朋友咯,叫他帮我留意,如果Bii喜欢的那个手表带来货了,叫他马上通知我咯!
前几天,货其实已经到了的,但是...最近我都一直粘着Bii,所以就没机会去买咯! 
希望给他一个惊喜^^
不懂得他开不开心呢?收到礼物的时候,还有不懂他会喜欢吗?
希望他可以开心的收到礼物^^

知道你眼睛美拉!^^


他在唱歌!哈哈 

凯杰先生(不要害羞嘛)

UGLY FACE Again ... = = 



WTFACE > XD 

这些都在Neway里拍的咯^^

唱完歌后,已经是七点了...
凯杰和Bii都肚子饿了,但是我们先去吃了HagenDaz的冰淇淋先 
凯杰选的口味

 我和Bii^^

过后我们就去吃TomYam面咯
但是那时的我没什么心情吃东西,所以就没吃了咯
只喝了几口的汤~

吃饱后,不懂要去那里?
但是我却还不想回家,所以Bii就驾车到处绕咯
然后他又去买了曼煎糕来吃,真的有够贪吃的叻! 肥死了!吃那么多 = =
然后Bii驾车到飞机场外停着车,聊聊天,然后他吃他的曼煎糕
我就自己在那边自拍照咯!=P I am Happy !
 看我样子好像被虐待!哈哈,但是其实他是在喂我吃曼煎糕,然后我嘴巴还咬着还没咬完的曼煎糕! 样子丑死了 = =

  凯杰,我韩Bii 
 Fucking Crazy ! and look at the right hand side ?
Who's hand is it ? K.J la ! = = 

After Bii Finished his 曼煎糕then he again started his car and round the road.. 
But , he suddenly U-turn ,and through the road that back my house 
I really felt suffer ! Because, that time only 10 somethings ..
I not Even felt enough to sick HIM...It is still not enough for me ! 
I still Don't Hope to back Home so early ..
I started unhappy ,but Bii didn't give any respond and I think he not even realize that I am unhappy ...
He Keep Talking with K.J and I just Keep Quiet there...

Going to Reach my home , I try to used my finger to wrote that '' I still don't hope to back home'' on his hand ..But he didn't give me any respond ...
I felt unhappy.! 
and I just keep quiet there ....After Few minute ... he ask me ..what happen am I  ? 
and he trying to touch my eyes , because maybe he felt that I cry ... But I didn't 
when he trying to touch my eyes that time , I straightly pull out his hand and reject him ! 
He felt angry , and drop me home straightly ! 
I don't wanna to go down car even he stop his car infront of my house ! 
I stay in the car and tyring to ''Oh LOR'' said that i dun wanna to back home yet...
But he already angry me , because that i pulled away his hand ! 

when i come down from his car ! 
I really Felt angry and unhappy ! 
So, when I go inside my room , I keep sent message for him ...
Non Stop ... Got what words come out from my mind then  I just type it and sent to him ! 
But , after that I received his reply ! 
It was a simple short reply ... And it was really hurt me deeply !!
aikz... ! 

When I received the message ....
My hurt really pain ! 
I planing and going to said break to him ...
I finished type my long long message ! 
But , before I send ... I think about it ! 
I keep Thinking that will I regret after I sent those message for him ?
But ... in the end ... I didn't sent it out for him ! 
I am REally angry and unhappy , but I tried to called him ...
And hope that he will Explain for me nicely and just only nicely ,then i will forget about it  ! 
We talk until very long ... 
I really wanna going to said break , But i stop myself always... because I tell myself that ...
I am Still Love Him... And why i wanna to said break ? will I regret ?

But , In the end ... we okay back ... 
I just hope that someone can talk nicely with me , then i will just forget all the things ...
I am the person easy to settle when I am in bad mood ...
I just need people to talk nicely and good with me only.. that's all i wan ! 

I tried to protect our love one more and one more time ...
It is because that I LOVE.... and I never stop my love to him 
even that last time I said so many times of BREAK's words to him...
but my hurt is still loving him deeply...
Hope that our relationship can be more and more good ! 

Love You ... My Dearest Bii ^ ^  

Thursday, October 20, 2011

见你~


最近都很迟才睡觉,所以今天上课尽然睡不醒叻~
而且今天还是一点半的课,尽然睡不醒!
还真够力的!@@

今天上Drawing Class,我们已经换leturer了,不是以前的Vincent教了!
今天换Melvin 教我们,其实还蛮不错的拉!
他人Siao Siao 的! 
但是还不是很敢跟他玩啦!

上课的时候,Bii打电话给我,好久没看到Bii 自动会打电话给我了的咯! 
今天稀奇的收到他的电话!
开心的接起,他用很好的语气跟我说话了
感觉开心多了...
他问我等下要去看戏吗?
我也答应了,然后打给妈咪跟他说不用来载我了...
很开心,我终于可以有多出那么一点点的自由了!
希望家人给我的自由,可以让我/带给我跟Bii更好的在一起! 

放学后,因为Bii的店有顾客,所以就叫Sin Then 的妈咪载我去Bii的店咯
到了那边,Bii刚好在剪头发,所以我只好坐着那里静静的看着咯
然后画了一幅画..

顾客走了,Bii跟小猪在玩Game,我超级的爱睡的
睡了下,Bii也没玩了!
那时超饿的,所以就吵着Bii带我去买东西吃~ 
我们到对面的咖啡店打包了饭后,就回店吃咯
好大包的饭哦!但...我也吃光了!XD

不久后,时间也到了!
Bii关了店,就放小猪回家了!
然后我们去找凯杰,本来打算一起去看戏的
但是因为凯杰肚子饿了,所以我们就去吃TomYam面咯! 
但是我没吃啦,只是跟Bii Share 一碗而已!

过后凯杰就载我们回他家咯
因为他刚从马六甲回来,买了千层蛋糕给Bii吃! 
我们在凯杰家外面吃了蛋糕后,我们就回了! 

Bii放我回家的路上,跟Bii说了几样以前我的故事...
好久没好好跟Bii聊天了咯!
好想念好想念之前刚认识的我们哦!

到了家,其实好不舍得哦
但是没办法还是要回家的! 
到了家,跟妈咪说话下,然后就上楼打电话给Bii了,但是他正冲凉,所以就关了!
他冲好凉后,有打电话给我,我们聊了下就关了
本来想用家里电话打给Bii,可以讲久一点的,但是想到明天他要早起身,所以就算了吧
我们说了下话,就关电话了咯!

我上了Fb下下,然后写了部落!
现在要去睡了咯! 
 不然明天还要早醒上学!肯定睡不醒了的!

晚安拉~^^

Miss You ... My Bii ...        

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

生活...

星期六,星期日都在忙着练舞和工作!
忙得好累~ 
两天都七早八早的跟着Bii下去开店,然后直接去练舞然后继续去Auto City工作

但是生活还是过得很充实拉!
还不错的,有钱拿叻~ 有什么不好的?
哈哈!

我都很希望,Bii会去找我的
但是我知道他不会去的,况且在Auto City...
但怎么知道,Bii却没给我知道的
昨天突然出现在AutoCity哦! 
好开心,Bii给我那么一个惊喜!
谢谢你 Bii 
他等到我放工了,才一起回槟城去的
这里分享几张那两天拍的照片吧
用哥哥的Galaxy 2 拍的
Bii和我 
婆婆和我
Mummy and I 
Kelvinn And I
Angel Chong and I
Sister and I
Brother and I
Daddy and I 
Chia Hao and I 
将将~ Bii And I again ! 
路人^^
Zyris and I
Tom Sticker的老板和员工们
本身最满意的只有这张照片! 伤心~ 


两天的时间,Mean Machine也结束了!
吵累的,但有家人和Bii 到来的支持,开心多了! 

谢谢你们,跟爱我的Bii♥.♥



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今天又开课了,超级的累呢
上课时都非常不专心,因为老师叫作的功课,我随便写就交上了
根本都不懂自己在写什么,老师看了不懂会气死吗Hor ?

算了!
放学,同样的,根Bii一起出门,但是今天是xiao Zhu和Bii一起来带我
 因为Bii要陪Xiao Zhu去找工

我们去了P.Mall,在等Xiao Zhu见工时,我叫Bii陪我搭手扶梯
刚开始Bii不要的,但是我一直叫他陪,没想到他真的陪了
好开心! 谢谢你~ ♥.♥

过后小猪就放我们去Queensbay了
我们买了Real Steal 的戏
其实我不是很喜欢看那种戏,但没关系吧
就陪Bii看咯~
跟他一起看戏,什么戏都愿意看啦^^

时间还没到,我们在Queensbay 到处走走咯
然后去Ashley的手表店找他剪上次Bii生日我送他的手表带咯
有点不好意识,因为我送不起Bii名牌手表,只好送个没牌子的给他了!
对不起~ 是我没用! 
但是如果我有本事,我一定帮你换个!

时间到了,我们就进戏院看戏了
哇~没想到还蛮好看的!
而且看到哭了= = 
是不是第一次看到人家看机器的戏而哭的叻?
哈哈,总之你们看了就知道! 
还蛮好看的一部戏,幸亏没错过了!

   这就是在看戏时,我躺在Bii肩膀上,看着Real Steal而流下的眼泪痕迹~
咔咔~

看完戏后,就回Bii家吃了晚餐后,Bii就载我回家了


本来今天是很开心的,但是...我们又吵嘴了~
咳~到底要吵到什么时候啊?!
真的好讨厌吵架,也不想讨厌你!
咳~